2005-03-08 - 8:15 a.m.
Yeah, so i just deleted approximately 50 entries again. Such a tragedy, since only 5 people read it anyway. Well, it is my spring break, and i'm bored and so i thought i would write an entry, since my last one was in mid-December.
I kept a few of them because they weren't too embarassing.
Don't you hate it when you forget that you hate someone with every fiber of your being? I've been thinking about that because there's this semi-formal dance where all of the girls ask a boy. I really really really didnt care about going, but then i was PEER PRESSURED into it. grr, it's pathetic and I'm sorry. On the spur of the moment one night i asked A Certain Someone. he said yes and it made me really hyper and happy for a moment until jas reminded me that he was a rapist. I'm opting to believe that that's just a rumor though. cough cough.
but i'm growing out my nails just in case.
it's all very strange though, i was seriously having dreams about him before i asked him. mmm, actually i've been having dreams ever since too. If you care to look, you'll see that he's had my interest for quite a while, off and on.
Friday was a dress-uniform day, and i couldn't get over how he looked in the black and white.
Brown eyes and soft voice.
no, bad. He's a very sick person, a very sick person averysick...
not to say that my friends haven't been very amused by all of this.
we're going to get married and have very skinny children they say. Our sisters seem to have discussed this too.
But it really has been too long.
and i might not have confessed this earlier, but i go to the most prudish school ever to exist. i haven't ever had a boyfriend, and that isn't exactly rare there either. I refuse to go to college without any experience in that area.
If Someone doesn't do something to impress me by the semi-formal, I'm going to try to get nick.
